Private/Romanian - Dracula:

[vampish_aleera]

I write to you because of finding worrying news...

Tell me of your ills and their causes.

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[vampish_aleera]

Perhaps you should... Issue challenge.

He waits for you to recover a passion for things. So, give him this! Say you are wanting to prove your worth, not fall to ashes in a puddle of kitten milk. Say you shall endure barbs and insults, not give them the time of day. But will seek where wickedness occurs when we next find port and prove that trust in you can be well-placed.

Show you are not true dead. Only undead.

If it helps you... I found solace in painting. Those who were my guides found much interest in what I made. Ask him if you may do this or perhaps sculpt in ice.

These things alleviate the boredom.

[feels-no-love.livejournal.com]

A challenge?

I understand. You are trying to blow on my embers a bit. It is appreciated.

If I can find a way to trust him again, and tolerate his company...perhaps I shall decide to impress him at that. Or the others.

You paint? That is actually interesting. I...I was gardening for a while. Now I'm...mostly I read.

[vampish_aleera]

Trust not necessary. There were times I did not trust mine.

This is not you, Lord! You are happy only when rising from ashes! Putting naysayers in their place! Proving it is you who are better than they! I know you!

[feels-no-love.livejournal.com]

No, it is not me. It is like an oppressing spirit I would seek to throw off. I will not sit under it long, I assure you. I merely...am surprised by its strength.

But I do hear you from beneath it. I will get past this.