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Aleera ([personal profile] vampish_aleera) wrote2011-09-29 03:15 am
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Private - Toshiko:

I think you would be proud of me... I was given reason to express anger, yet I did not. I was expected to harm or kill, but I refused.

There is a word in English for my troubles, I have found. It is 'jurisdiction'.

I felt you should know that your teachings, at least, have stayed with me and not gone ignored.
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[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-01 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
Did you not once teach me to come forth with my troubles?

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[identity profile] hopeless-hacker.livejournal.com 2011-10-01 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Honestly? Being emotionally forthcoming was never one of your problems.
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[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-01 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
But it has been one of yours... And what friend would I be if not seeking to remedy your troubles?

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[identity profile] hopeless-hacker.livejournal.com 2011-10-01 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
There's nothing you can do, Aleera.

I'll be fine. I always am.
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[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-02 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
You are not being truthful... This is not what friendship should be.

Audio - ALSO OBVIOUSLY THIS ENTIRE EXCHANGE IS PRIVATE ALWAYS

[identity profile] hopeless-hacker.livejournal.com 2011-10-02 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
Actually, I am. There is nothing you can do, and eventually I will get better. I have to.
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Audio: Far as I'm concerned, if people can't read the post, they're can't read the replies! :)

[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-02 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
But if there was nothing wrong, there would be no need to better yourself... And-and-and Toshiiiko... I worry for you. So often with your eyes in machines and contraptions, yet rarely with smiles and laughter!

I do not feel right, knowing you have helped me, yet finding myself without a way to help you. Even if only... A little?

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[identity profile] hopeless-hacker.livejournal.com 2011-10-02 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
...

You help just by asking, Aleera. By noticing. I think a lot of people assume that this is just how I am, not that I'm...unhappy. But you don't. Maybe that doesn't make much sense, but it helps.
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[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-02 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
I think so... But I wish I understood better.

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[identity profile] hopeless-hacker.livejournal.com 2011-10-02 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you do when you aren't...smiles and laughter?
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[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-04 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I rest.

Of find better things to do. Things to distract.

I wish you would at least eat well.

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[identity profile] hopeless-hacker.livejournal.com 2011-10-04 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well she can't exactly lie here. Fucking vampires and their superhuman sense of everything.]

It's not as if I meant not to. I just -- I've had a funny week. That's all.
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[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-05 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Listen very carefully, Toshiko... You know me to be tenacious and friendship among the living is a rare thing for me.

I shall be checking.
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[personal profile] vampish_aleera 2011-10-05 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Why must you mock my care for you?
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