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Aleera ([personal profile] vampish_aleera) wrote2011-08-22 07:35 pm

Nostalgia

I enjoyed this one... I should like to visit there, once again!

[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Oh Aleera. I am having trouble disentangling myself from the other I was as well, but...I am more fortunate than you in that, I think.

You will find your balance, I have no doubt. You have never been short on strength.

[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
I think you underestimate yourself, incendiu. I think you had a slip of words, not of action.

[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
For a long time I wished that you would go back to how you were. But this path you are on now is your choice, and the least I can do after everything is respect it. Even if I do not truly understand it.

[Yep, someone is suffering some after effects. He's almost never this earnest.]

You can emerge. You are not a slave to your urges. You can still choose.

/still working on said note. Derp.

[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
I can advise you thus because I am being advised thus. My other self left me a private note on the Network.

>^o.o^<

[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
If you were not here, and had not broken trail ahead of me I very much could have dismissed it and him.

But I suspect that intellectually understanding all of this is not enough. I am still largely hollow and frozen within. I can understand something's value, but it is not part of my passions or my instincts.

The main difference between that man and I is that I still have no heart.

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[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
Do you...wish to see what the other me said?

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[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
As you wish. But know that he is the source of both my encouragement to you and also my...current quandary.

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[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
I understand and will comply with your wishes in this matter.

*crunch*

Ah! There goes my nose. I wish I could check it in the damned mirror.

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[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, I know, but sometimes it is quite inconvenient. Such as when one wishes to set one's nose-bone in the right direction and have to do it blind. It keeps healing before I can do it correctly!

It was a lovely little brawl, but this is a bit embarrassing.
Edited 2011-08-23 04:29 (UTC)

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[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, well, you have a lovely little button where I have a great awkward crow's beak. [A pause while he checks with his fingers to see if it's straight] Also this fight was a bit different. I wasn't intent on killing him.

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[identity profile] feels-no-love.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Mm, not in that case. This way he'll heal faster than the Death Toll and we can fight again.